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VICE News: Russian Roulette: Invasion of Ukraine - Part 36

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In an effort to curb further unrest, the Ukrainian government canceled the majority of the Victory Day parades across the country. Commemorating the victory over Nazi Germany during WWII, Victory Day came at a convenient time for the pro-Russia rebels. Claiming they're fighting a fascist junta in Kiev, the Donetsk Peoples Republic used the symbolism of Victory Day to boost support for their independence referendum on Sunday.

As the Donetsk city council organized an official celebration, people gathered in the square to listen to speeches filled with Soviet nostalgia. Halfway through the event, it was announced that there had been deadly clashes in Mariupol, a port city to the south. VICE News headed down there to investigate the clashes that proved to be another major escalation in the Ukrainian crisis.


Giving Birth Is Super Painful, so Be Nice to Your Mom This Mother's Day

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Photo courtesy of Wikimedia Commons

Sex seems to be the only part of the pregnancy and birth process that all mothers endorse.* Sure, there are some glowing ladies in muumuus who seem to breeze through pregnancy, while others swell and vomit and grow full lady-beards, and others who claim the whole endeavor was “like, so natural, I just had to let it happen,” but for the most part, the process of giving birth is, as a friend and new mother recently told me, “no fucking joke.”

I have to imagine she is correct. In the best case scenario, childbirth is about a full day of sweating, dilating, pushing, shitting, and leaking fluids. BEST CASE. Sure, you end up with a baby you love and plan to raise into the first woman president to invent an eco-friendly cure for cancer, and your body really jacks itself up on cozy love hormones to help you forget what just happened, but there’s no way around it: Giving birth is hard. 

By the way, have you called your mother yet today?

I'm going to leave that passive-aggressively hanging in the air, true mom-style, and plunge right into a full description of how all of us ungrateful little turds came to be.

First things first: Childbirth is beautiful and amazing. Of course it is. It’s also messy, gooey, farty, bloody, incredibly painful, and literally shitty. I’m not trying to knock the beauty of childbirth here. My friend gave birth to her daughter who was, she said, “literally covered in both her own shit and mine,” and my friend and her husband agreed that it was the most beautiful thing either of them had ever seen. I believe them. I also believe that pushing that hard would let out a world of sounds, gases, fluids, and solids that would make the whole process a straight up nightmare. A beautiful one, I guess. 

If you’ve never been present at a birth, there is a truly unbelievable number of videos on YouTube of women squatting in paddling pools and lying in hospital beds, shitting and pushing and birthing for all the world to see. It’s fascinating, inspiring, and vaguely horrifying.

Early labor lasts between eight and 12 hours (!), and involves 30 to 45 second contractions that are roughly five to 30 minutes apart. These start slow, but get progressively more intense—think period cramps on steroids. At some point mom’s water breaks. While this sometimes happens as a massive Hollywood-style gush, many moms describe a “pop” (okay), followed by a “gush” (uh-huh), and then a “bunch of leaking” (oh no). Again, we're talking about the best case scenario. If it doesn’t break on its own, here’s what happens according to the Mayo Clinic (emphasis and profanity mine):

 

If your health care provider believes the amniotic sac should be opened during active labor—when your cervix is at least partially dilated and the baby's head is deep in your pelvis—he or she might use a technique known as an amniotomy to rupture the membranes. During the amniotomy, a thin plastic hook [fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck] is used to make a small opening in the amniotic sac. The procedure might cause some discomfort.

 

I’d imagine it might.

After the water has broken and contractions are coming harder, better, faster, and stronger, it’s time to go to wherever it is mom is planning on giving birth. Whether this is a hospital, birthing center, pool in your living room, or a nest dad made out of cushions and sheets, mom needs to get there. Advice on birth and caring for someone who is giving birth involves a LOT of parenthetical caveats, like “Focus on something other than the pain (this may be hard to do),” “Try to distract her from the contractions with a simple card game or massage (don’t think there is something wrong if she is not responding to you),” and “Don’t tell her that something is wrong if she seems to be angry (it’s a normal part of transition).” 

At this point a lot of strangers’ hands have been inside mom’s vagina. The strangers are professional doctors, nurses, doulas, and/or midwives, but I’m sure the situation is still uncomfortable. They are prodding up in there with their cold, gloved fingers, like mom’s a Thanksgiving turkey, checking to see how dilated her cervix is. (The cervix is normally a tiny slit, barely open at all. By the time your giant infant head is ready to burst out of there and into the world, it will be about ten centimeters, which is, as one website helpfully notes, about the circumference of a large bagel.)

Now we move to the second stage. (Information brought to you by the UK’s National Institute for Health and Care Excellence, whose acronym, NICE, has never been more ironic than during this description of the pushing stage.) This is the one you see on TV shows that includes breathing, screaming, and legs in stirrups. It is not always like that (see: this clip of Kourtney Kardashian calmly yanking her baby out of herself), but it does not sound fun. During this phase, according to Americanpregnancy.org, mom is likely experiencing strong urges to push, intense pressure at the rectum, burning, stinging, and a likely bowel or urination accident. According to one mother, “No one cares [if you poop during the second stage]. You don’t care. They don’t care. You shit and keep going.”

Eventually you start crowning, a process which, for mom’s vag, involves something Americanpregnancy.org calls “the ring of fire”—an intense burning and stinging from the stretching of the vaginal walls by your big stupid head. But don’t worry! This feeling of burning is closely followed by a feeling of numbness, which “comes from the baby’s head stretching the vaginal tissue so thin that the vaginal nerves are blocked,” and remember, “There is no set time frame for how long this step of delivery will last.” But wait, there’s more: There’s an entire NICE subsection regarding this phase of Perineal Trauma. The description led me to wince, cross my legs, and scream, “Oh no!” to myself.

More pushing, more tearing, possibly more shitting, and then you’re born. Congrats, you did nothing. You fed off your mom’s food and bodily fluids for nine months and then you got into the appropriate position to rip her bottom half open so you could enter the world. And you don’t even look great, so she can’t instagram you. Newborn babies have cone-shaped heads, puffy eyes, a fine coating of lanugo (downy hair), and vernix (which Americanpregnancy.org calls a “cheesy substance that coats the fetus in the uterus”), plus enlarged genitals for some reason. Gross.

And even after you’re safely out of there, all gooey and hairy and loud, there are still a ton of horrible things happening to your mom’s long-suffering nether regions. There’s an entire “third birth stage” that doesn’t even START until you’re born. This third stage involves the passing of the placenta, also known as “afterbirth.” I don’t know how to break this to you, but at this point things are so wrecked down there, it takes another round of contractions and a few pushes for the placenta to gush out of the vagina like a bloody, amniotic waterfall. 

After all of that is finally over and everyone is cleaned up, stitched up, and dried off, your mom has to hang around having her underbutt area monitored for excessive bleeding. Birth is some Paul Thomas Anderson shit: There Will Be Blood.

This tale is, again, an ideal birth scenario. It does not include complications like the baby being in breach or umbilical cords wrapped around places they shouldn’t be, let alone any toilet labor scenarios as seen on I Didn’t Know I Was Pregnant. It truly is no fucking joke. 

So let me ask you this: When you say you love someone, do you mean, “I would risk perineal trauma for you?” Do you mean, “I would let someone turn the area between my butt and vagina into some kind of kitchen and solarium extension project for you?” Do you mean, “I would have sex with your dad, your gross old dad, to give you, specifically, a chance to try it out in this big, crazy world?” 

I didn’t think so. 

I know there are lots of ways to express love, and that the physical trauma and emotional slog of childbirth don’t guarantee that you’ll feel loved by your mother, or even that she'll continue to demonstrate or feel love for you. But holy hell, it’s a pretty big ordeal to go through together right off the bat. She doesn’t even know you yet! You can grow up to be vegan, get a Chinese symbol tattoo, or like Mumford and Sons. Maybe you will! And sure, the two of you might not jive, but that doesn’t take away what happens the day you are born, when her body gets all messed up and she pushes and screams and shits in front of people so you can be alive. I’m saying motherhood is complicated. 

If you can, hug your mom today. Or call her! Call her and say, “I love you, mom. Sorry about your perineum.”

*If you are one of those people who gets grossed out by the idea of your mom having sex, you need to shut up. The woman who MADE YOU VIA SEX isn’t allowed a healthy, active sex life? She did it that one time so you could be here, and you’re allowed to bang whoever you want, but the woman whose cells formed the first inklings of your penis or vagina should be cloistered? Nope. Nu-uh. You don’t have to want to be there. You don’t have to want to hear about it. But you do have to hope your mom is getting it hard** and on the regular.

**Assuming hard is how she likes it. I don’t know your mom. 

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The CIA's Bro Culture Is Doing Yemen No Favors

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The CIA's Bro Culture Is Doing Yemen No Favors

Internet Porn Ruined My Life

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Michael with Ron Jeremy.

If you were a teenager in the 90s, your porn came from three trusty sources: magazines shamefully bought from newsstands and hidden inside a newspaper on your way home, those soft porn B-movies on late-night TV—when utter, unavoidable desperation hit—the lingerie section of the Victoria's Secret catalog, and back page boob-job ads in your mom's magazines. Besides being ball-clenchingly embarrassing to look back on, it was a comparatively innocent time: the Brideshead Revisited of pornography to today's internet-enhanced Cannibal Holocaust

That shift to online didn't only make us pick up on fetishes that older generations went to their graves unaware of and normalize hardcore smut that would have Mother Teresa spinning furiously in her grave, but also made porn instantly more accessible, driving up viewers' demand. YouPorn is now estimated to account for 2 percent of all web traffic, which probably doesn't shock you too much, but is an insane statistic considering that's one website and the internet is a pretty big place, all things considered.

The shift had a bigger effect on some than others, like Michael Leahy for example, a man who developed a crippling porn addiction and managed to ruin his entire life with just an internet connection and his right hand. Clearly this is just about the most extreme case you could ever come across—it's not like five minutes a day is going to make everyone in your life despise you (unless you have inexcusably boring friends)—so I called Michael up to see how he got from where he was to the author, speaker, and expert on pornography addiction he's become.   


Michael and his family in the 80s.

VICE: So, Michael, how did your crippling porn addiction start?
Michael Leahy: My story really begins at the age of 11, when I first encountered adult material. It was hard back then, in the late 60s, to get hold of it. It was about finding a stash of magazines at your friend’s dad’s place or in the woods, or whatever, so my exposure was pretty limited. I was a recreational user of porn for a long time, even at college when video came along. Later on, higher quality porn and digital distribution on CD-ROMs increased my usage, but it wasn’t until the internet arrived that the real problems began.

What was it about internet porn that changed things?
This was the early 90s and it was like the Wild West days of internet porn. We could literally watch the number of sites that were available grow right in front of our eyes, to the point where, pretty soon, we couldn’t see the edges of it. That was the beginning of the end for me. The internet changed everything. Within a fairly short period of time, I found myself watching up to eight hours of pornography a day, every day.

How? Were you unemployed or just doing it at night?
No, I was doing it at work. I was working for a big corporation and we had something that was very rare back then: a high speed internet connection.

Didn’t you get caught?
This was long before companies realized what people were using internet connections for, so there was nothing to stop you accessing any sites you wanted and there was nobody checking up on us.


Michael in the early 90s.

What effect did it have on your work?
It wasn’t unusual for me to be on a business trip and stay up until 3 or 4AM watching porn, knowing full well that I had an 8AM meeting the next morning where I was making a presentation to sell multi-million dollar software to corporate directors. I'd literally nap for a couple of hours, wake up, tired, put my suit on, and go to the clients. I’d maybe schedule a trip for three or four days and only see half a dozen clients, then spend the rest of the time watching pornography. As you can imagine, I began to find it pretty hard to hold down a job.

Yeah, I bet. How did porn change your sexual behaviour in real life?
One of the fetishes I picked up online was voyeurism, so I would often schedule business trips around that. I'd be able to expense hotels at $185 per night, but I would choose to stay in $60 motels in a seedier part of town because I knew that the rooms were crammed together, buildings looked over each other and there was little privacy. I’d spend hours and hours looking into other windows, masturbating and waiting for someone to walk by their window undressing.

What was the peak of your addiction?
The addiction escalated into an affair with a woman who I met online. The relationship was exclusively about sex; she was nothing more than porn with skin on. It was like a 24/7 high as opposed to the occasional high that I was getting from watching porn. When you’re having an affair and you’re hiding the relationship from your wife and kids, there’s an adrenaline rush and a buzz that you get from doing it. That was the peak. When my wife found out about the affair, I admitted to my pornography addiction and my compulsive behavior. I’d say I was going to stop every day and I made myself believe it, but I continued going back to porn.

Was there anything loving about your affair? You describe her as porn with skin on, as if she were an object. 
What made her pornographic to me was that she was exactly like the woman I'd been searching for every time I browsed the internet. She was the epitome of it. It wasn’t until my wife had divorced me that I realized my affair partner was also an addict, of a kind. I discovered at the bottom of my depression that she was seeing about five or six other guys who were married with kids. I got exactly what I was asking for: that perfect porn woman who doesn’t want any ties or a long-term relationship. Of course, I was so attached to her by then that I wanted commitment, but it was the last thing on her mind.


Michael at one of his lectures.

So by this point you’d lost your wife and become estranged from your kids; what made you turn it around?
It was when I was lying on the floor of my apartment in Atlanta having suicidal thoughts. I was thinking seriously about walking over to the Wal-Mart not too far from where I lived, buying a gun, sticking it in my mouth and pulling the trigger. It was when I started thinking about writing a suicide note to my boys—that, thank God, is when I woke up. I decided that it wasn’t the legacy I was going to leave to my kids: the father who killed himself because of an addiction to porn.

And you’re better now?
I might be “recovered,” but I still see counselors and go to group therapy. I’m sure I’ll be in counseling for the rest of my life. It’s kind of cathartic to be able to talk about it and revisit some of it, but some of it is still painful. I have a really hard time talking about my boys and the price they paid. I’m reconciled with them again, but my wife started seeing someone else and eventually remarried, which closed the door on that. We’re friends, but it’s sad to think of what might have been. You know, the sitting-on-the-porch conversations about the kids as you grow old together.

You now tour the US speaking to college students about your experience; isn’t that painful?
It’s painful, but it’s important for people to hear about because these are some of the consequences you don’t think about when you’re a college student. You think you’re going to meet the person of your dreams and won’t need porn anymore because you’ll have this wonderful wife who you can have sex with whenever you want, but it just doesn’t work like that.

So you're saying porn is damaging?
Well, sex is a permanent fixture in our consciousness and our relationships. To abuse that part of who we are is just asking for trouble. That’s why even porn on a recreational level will damage you, probably in ways subtler than it did to me, but it will do damage. You’ll feel a level of sadness when you catch yourself thinking about your old girlfriend, or Miss November, or a porn star, or whatever, when you’re having sex with your lover. You’ll know that connection wasn’t there, that intimacy wasn’t there, and she'll sense that too.

So what’s the answer? Ban porn?
In my speaking tours and books, I make it clear I’m against censorship, that I’m not interested in morality discussions and that I’m not here to tell anyone how to live their life. What I’m interested in is the facts, how pornography affects our brain chemistry, our physiology, our relationships. I very much bought into that whole porn culture. I didn’t think there was anything wrong with it, I didn’t believe I was hurting anyone and yet eventually that lie would end up costing me a 15-year marriage, my two boys, and my career.

Thanks, Michael. I'm glad things are working out for you.

Follow Alexander on Twitter: @alexwalters

VICE Profiles: Backyard Exotics

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Wildlife trafficking is estimated to be a $19 billion per year global business, surpassed only by black-market sales and trafficking of drugs, humans, and firearms.

In the United States, regulation of private ownership of exotic animals is determined by each state, allowing for loopholes and oversight. Animals are bought and traded through auctions, backyard breeders, illicit online sales and more. The industry is growing right in our backyards.

VICE travels to Ohio to rescue a cougar, then to Texas for an exotic livestock auction and undercover visit to a gaming ranch where the animals are sold and hunted for up to $15,000 a piece.

Introducing the 'Saving South Sudan' Issue

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The "Saving South Sudan" Issue of VICE is unlike anything done before in the 21-year history of the magazine. It tells a single story over the course of 130 pages, following the writer Robert Young Pelton, the photographer and filmmaker Tim Freccia, and a former South Sudanese refugee named Machot as they travel to Machot's homeland, one of the most war-ravaged countries on Earth. For Machot, the trip was an attempt to help South Sudan out of the seemingly never-ending cycle of war, corruption, and power-hungry strongmen that has ruled the country for generations. For Pelton and Freccia, it was the chance to explore and document the conflict that is rapidly turning the three-year-old country into the world's newest failed state—and to find out what, if anything, could stop South Sudan's slide into hell. 

Understandably, they ran into some problems on their journey. To begin with, they almost couldn't find a pilot foolhardy enough to fly them into the middle of an ongoing war between the government in Juba and the rebels led by Riek Machar, the country's former vice president. Then they had to haggle and negotiate their way into an interview with Machar before following his fearsome but undisciplined White Army to a battle in the town of Malakal that turned into wholesale slaughter

Partly a history of colonialism and misguided Western interference in Africa, partly a profile of Machar as he plots and coordinates his rebellion in the bush, partly a look into one of the most dangerous, dysfunctional countries in the world, "Saving South Sudan" is a terrific, sobering work, and no one but Pelton and Freccia could have produced it. Pelton, the author of the bestselling, one-of-a-kind travel guide The World's Most Dangerous Places (now in its fifth edition), has profiled "American Taliban" John Walker Lindh, been kidnapped by right wing death squads in Colombia, and lived with an elusive retired Special Forces colonel training Karin rebels deep inside the jungles of Burma. Freccia—who like many journalists, was inspired by Pelton's work—has made it his life's work to document conflicts and crisis in Africa and elsewhere. His photos provide a stark, sometimes horrific look into the realities of life in South Sudan, and his video footage is currently a documentary now playing on the site.

Pick up a free copy of "Saving South Sudan" anywhere VICE is distributed, or read it online now. Download the free iPad app for even more pictures, extended video footage, and special extras. 

Prostitution Is Argentina's Last Hurdle for the Equality of Trans People

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Students at Mocha Celis in Buenos Aires, a college for trans people

For the last couple of years, Argentina has been the only country in the world where you can legally change your gender identity without any medical sign off, surgery or hormone treatment. And thanks to the 2012 Gender Identity Law, if you decide that you do want the surgery or the hormone treatment, the healthcare system will cover the costs.

The country is also home to the world's first transgender school. And channel hopping through daytime TV, you'll come across La Pelu, a gossip show presented by the much loved Flor de la V, a gorgeous trans woman and mother of two. Relative to less forward-thinking countries, like Iran and America, Argentina is a modern trans paradise.          

However, it still has some hurdles to overcome. The vast majority of young trans women end up working as prostitutes—a life that, in Buenos Aires and other large cities, inevitably revolves around violence, police harassment, and disease. While the legislature might take the world's most progressive approach towards trans rights, it's going to be hard to bring a marginalized community into the mainstream if the structures around it keeps pulling it back.

During the dictatorship—from 1976 to 1982—an estimated 30,000 people went missing in Argentina, including many transvestites, transsexuals, and transgender people, jailed, raped, and even murdered for not conforming to the norms of their birth sex. But for the last 30 years, trans activist groups, individuals, and the ruling left-wing Judicialist government have worked hard on improving rights for Argentina’s trans and gay communities.

Before 2012's Gender Identity Law, that struggle led to the country passing Latin America’s first gay marriage bill in 2010, four years before the UK decided it was alright for people of the same sex to recite their vows in a church instead of a register office. 

Juliana Di Tullio (left) and Argentine President Cristina Fernández de Kirchner (right) in 2013 (Photo via)

Juliana di Tullio, National Deputy and Head of Congress for the Judicialist party, co-authored both the gay marriage and gender identity bills. “Gay marriage was really difficult to get through,” she told me, “but the gender ID card law was passed without any debate in Congress—it was unanimous. Even the people who voted against the gay marriage law in 2010 were in favor of the transgender ID card law.”

Juliana's secretary is a Peruvian trans woman named Cristina Idania Rengifo Pinchi. She is believed to be the first trans person in the world to work for a government, and was also the first person to officially change the gender on her ID card, despite not being a native Argentine. “This is the only country where, as a foreigner, I could change my gender on my ID card,” she said. “No one else in the world has—or can—change their ID in another country, as a foreigner. After changing mine, I also changed my nationality to Argentinian.”

Cristina believes the superior trans and gay rights in Argentina are down to the sheer determination and proactive attitude of the community. “Buenos Aires is paradise for the trans community,” she told me. "But the difference between Argentina and the rest of the world is that the trans people here fight hard for their own rights. We are the protagonists of our situation, we are the owners of our own fight.”

Cristina Idania Rengifo Pinchi (centre)

Cristina is around five foot four inches tall, with much smaller hands and feet than most women I know. On the outside, at least, she's a damn sight more womanly than me. However, within the trans community, Cristina’s feminine appearance is a cause of isolation. "I'm considered very feminine because I’m petite,” she explained. "I have some difficulties with the community, because some trans people are much bigger and taller and more masculine. They fight with me and say, ‘Oh, it's so easy for you—you look like a woman.’ I understand this, but I say to them, 'I chose this life, too, just like you.'"

Cristina is aware that she’s more fortunate than most. She was raised in a wealthy Peruvian family, and because of her father's status in the community she experienced less discrimination than other young trans people. Now, she told me, her high-status job and looks have attracted some unconventional attention; "I have personally received many gifts from well known politicians, actors, and celebrities, trying to court me,” she said.

But the vast majority of Argentina’s trans community don’t have it so good, with many being forced out of their family homes and onto the streets. “One hundred percent of transgenders and transsexuals have worked in prostitution, and are subjected to terrible violence from both their clients and the police,” said Juliana. “Because of the prostitution, they get STDs, and so their life expectancy goes down. Five years ago, the life expectancy for transgender people [in Argentina] was estimated [to be] 37 years old.”

It was because of this statistic that Juliana took it upon herself to pressure the UN into addressing the problem. "Until 2005, none of the UN departments—neither the human rights department, nor the gender department—had considered the problems that transgender people and transsexuals face,” she told me. “The UN is always advising countries on how to treat social problems. My job was to push them to take the problems of transgenders and transsexuals seriously, and in 2005—after I went to the embassy with a transgender woman, and because of the low life expectancy—the UN recommended that every country should treat it as a serious problem and take measures to help."

Argentine TV host Flor de la V (Photo via)

Regardless of what measures the UN takes, Argentina’s trans prostitution industry is a thriving one, and demand for trans prostitutes is high. “The queues of cars go on and on and on,” said Cristina. "The same people who discriminate against trans people in their daily lives are the ones queuing at night in the parks."

Trans activist group ATTTA (Association of Transvestites, Transsexuals and Transgenders of Argentina) pressure Juliana and the government to recognize prostitution as an official job for trans people, but they consistently refuse. As Cristina explained, "This government wants to erase prostitution through social inclusion. So ATTTA come to Juliana all the time to ask her to register prostitution as a job for trans people, and she refuses because she wants trans people to have opportunities and education, and not have to rely on prostitution."

Francisco Quinones Cuartas is the founder of the Diversidad Divino Tesoro (Diversity Is a Divine Treasure) foundation, and director of Buenos Aires’ Mocha Celis school, named after an illiterate transvestite prostitute who was allegedly harassed and then murdered by a federal police officer in Buenos Aires in the 1990s. The school was opened in 2011, especially—but not exclusively—for trans people over the age of 16 who want to further their education and find legitimate work, rather than relying on the streets.

Students at the Mocha Celis school

The school has 25 teachers, half of whom are trans, and 90 students made up of trans people and other sexual minorities, as well as two deaf students who attend Mocha Celis because they feel more comfortable there than in other educational institutions. The oldest student is a trans woman of 77, who wants to go on to study for a degree in philosophy after obtaining her high school certificate.

Francisco founded the school with a friend as a direct reaction to the trans prostitution problem. "The first aim of the school is to change the reality of the life expectancy of trans people,” he told me. “When I finished university I made a documentary, Furia Travesti, about a textile corporation called Nadia Echazú, directed by an incredible woman called Lohana Berkins.

"The corporation trains transsexuals and transvestites for work so that they can avoid the usual path carved for them in prostitution. There are no official statistics, but in her book Cumbia, Copeteo and Tears, Lohana found that 90 percent of the trans people who work as prostitutes want to finish school and get a different job.”

Students at the Mocha Celis school

Often subjected to bullying and discrimination at school, it’s common for trans people to leave education early. "Schools do not respect students who have chosen to change their names to reflect their new identities,” said Francisco. "They insist on calling the students by the names on their official IDs, and they insist on the students using the toilets of their birth gender, not their new gender. There have been instances where students were afraid to go to the boys' toilets because they were attacked.”

Life, unsurprisingly, is different at Mocha Celis. The work minister gives each student 400 Argentine pesos (around $50) a month towards financing their travel and living costs, and a new government program now helps to offer extracurricular workshops, teaching Mocha Celis students practical skills like hairdressing, dressmaking, and business management (it also offers the students—many of whom are still working as prostitutes in the evenings—regular health checks).

In a document published in 2012 by The Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Trans Public Health Outcomes Framework, statistics showed that, in the UK, one in four young trans people experience physical abuse at school, and three quarters of young trans people in the UK have self-harmed. Though the set up in Argentina is far from perfect, the government, Mocha Celis School and numerous dedicated individuals are constantly breaking boundaries and attacking discrimination through policy and social inclusion. Trans rights are a priority here, and society is changing as a result.

Thanks to Martina Rodriguez for translation.

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More stuff about this kind of stuff:

The VICE Guide to Being Trans

I Went to Something Called the "Tranny Awards"

Should Trans People Have to Disclose Their Birth Gender Before Sex?

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The No-Holds-Barred Georgian Folk Sport That Looks Like a Brawl

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Lelo is the Georgian version of rugby, only with fewer rules, no time limits, and an indiscriminate number of players. It's been played in the region for centuries, and it's still big in southwestern Georgia, where the village of Shukhuti holds a match every Easter Sunday in remembrance of the dead.

Two creeks, set about 150 yards apart, mark the goal lines for each team, which are made up of local residents, though anyone is free to join in. Between the creeks is a playing field full of houses, yards, and a road. The object of the game is simple: whichever team meakes it back to its creek with the 35-pound ball wins. It's a game that's meant to test players' passion, strength, faith, and devotion, and it gets pretty violent as the gangs of burly men stampede through the village—fences, saplings, and the occasional bone often end up broken in the melee.

Winning a game of lelo doesn’t just mean beating your opponent, it’s also a tribute to those who are no longer with the winning team, and the ball is placed on the grave of a deaceased villager after the match.

What Was It Like Being a DJ in Communist Romania?

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Sorin Lupaşcu (Photo by Mihai Sibianu, Studio Martin)

Westerners tend to imagine cities under communist control as being bleak gray concrete expanses where the only form of entertainment revolved around watching your toenails grow through the holes in your socks. In some cases, that actually isn't too far from the truth, but in communist Romania there were plenty of pursuits to remind young people that they were young, like embroidery or woodwork, or—if you lived in the right place—dance parties complete with DJs and disco balls.

Sorin Lupaşcu was one of those DJs. The 57-year-old now coaches aikido, but from 1974 to 1996 he organized and provided the soundtrack to countless Romanian parties, which means he manned turntables before, during, and after the 1989 revolution.

"Before the 1980s, the only parties that would last till the morning were the private ones," he told me. "Marian, the local police officer—a young fellow who ogled all the girls desperately—used to say, 'Comrade Lupaşcu, what can we do to make sure there won't be any trouble tonight?' I'd say, 'Well, Marian, how about you come by and dance a little? I'll give you some civilian clothes and you can tell the girls you're my buddy.'”

A small part of Sorin's music collection

The first night Sorin organized, in 1974, was at a school in his hometown of Iaşi. He pushed the tables and chairs to the sides of the room and borrowed a cassette player and some bootleg tapes of bands like Deep Purple, the Beatles, Jimi Hendrix, and Pink Floyd. Except for Floyd ("nobody danced to them," Sorin said), everyone loved the music.

Following the success of what was essentially a glorified school disco, Sorin decided to continued holding events—to do that, he had to get his own cassette player. The best source of income was working the local tram lines, which the young promoter did for three months, until he had enough money to buy a tape player from some Romanians on their way home from Libya. "It was big and heavy, with two speakers—not just one, like most people had during those times," he said. "If you kicked it, it would hurt your foot. Having it was the crowning achievement of my life.”

The next thing he needed were some tapes of his own, which in the mid 70s were pretty hard to come by. The only music playing on the radio was local folk, easy listening, and regional communist songs—not exactly the type of tunes he wanted to play at his parties. In fact he could only find "good music" on Radio Luxembourg and Radio Veronica, two pirate radio stations based in Western Europe. Later on, like most young Romanians, he got into Radio Free Europe, an anti-communist broadcaster that, in its early days, received funding from the CIA.

By the late 70s, music made specifically to dance to—like Giorgio Moroder's productions for Donna Summer—was being played on the radio, which led to the building of the first local nightclubs in Romania and a radical overhaul of how dance nights operated. Until then, there were no rooms built especially for dancing, which meant Sorin had previously had to bring his own equipment to whatever venue he was booked to play.

Before the parties—which, at this point, were still mostly being held at local high schools—he and a friend would lug his speakers, record player, and records around on the bus. Afterwards, he'd carry all that gear home alone: two speakers, two magnetic tape recorders, and a backpack filled with tapes, records, cables, a microphone, and a mixer. "If you saw me on the street, you would have thought I was crazy,” he laughed.

Sometimes, Sorin would accidentally leave something behind—a cable, a microphone, his "Birdie Song" tape. "They would come to me and say, 'Do you have the "Birdie Song"? No? Then you don't have shit!' That's what it was like—it was harsh," Sorin chuckled. "If you needed lights on stage you had to know somebody at the railroad company who could lend you a signal light and a railway stop, or have a friend working at some theater where the technicians could loan you some colored foil. Color lights were rare."

In 1979, disco exploded. ABBA, Boney. M, and Bad Boys Blue were all huge, and German synthpop duo Modern Talking were "laying down the law," according to Sorin. By then, the DJ already had hundreds of tapes and over 300 mixes; he'd buy cheap blank cassettes in Bucharest and record songs off the radio. Every tape was named "Disco Set List" and they were all numbered.

Later on, when he "figured out that magnetic tape was the future," Sorin would buy recordings from people who'd traveled outside of Romania and copied foreign music on to tape. He still has the receipts for the packages. "I did some calculations and figured out I was spending enough money to buy three Dacia cars every year," he said. "Some of the first magnetic recordings I bought were Kraftwerk's Autobahn and 'Das Model.'"

Sorin at Disco CH in 1979

Sorin, who by then was an electromechanical engineering student, now had enough music to play a week of consecutive nights without any repeats—all he needed now was a room to do it in. Iaşi's chemistry college allowed Sorin to set up his equipment in their P1 and P2 dorms, a space he dubbed Disco CH.

There was only one key to the disco, and Sorin hung on to it. He painted the walls, rewired the place, bought a cabinet to keep all of his records safe, and invested in some speakers put together for him by an electrical engineering major. They were badly made, but Sorin and his team put them up on the walls anyway and used them until they burned out. Then they made some more. Later, he built a disco ball a yard wide, sticking each mirrored panel on by hand.

After everything was set up, Sorin asked the local police whether the disco could keep its electricity on all night, even though power was shut off throughout the rest of the city from 10 PM to 6 AM. "We'd say, 'Chief, we've got girls here—what if one of them gets sick?'" Sorin recalled. His ploy worked: The disco—which ran every night from Thursday to Sunday—was allowed to stay open from 9 PM to midnight. Admission cost 3 leu (about $1), which went to the college's student union and paid for repairs and new dorms.

The 1981 freshmen ball at Disco CH

Disco CH didn't even have a coat rack, let alone a bar, and smoking indoors was forbidden, so the entire focus was on the music and lighting. "I always thought that being a DJ meant loving both music and conversation," Sorin told me. "I never faded from one song to another without telling everybody the name of the band and the song. When you go to a disco, you go to a show. If the DJ gives you the music you want and he also makes a few jokes, then he did his job."

If it was raining outside, Sorin would take that into account and play something melancholy; if it was warm, he'd play something chilled out; if the audience looked excitable, he'd make them "jump around"; and if nobody felt like dancing, he'd play games with them: "'Everyone to the left, everyone to the right'—that kind of thing."

Sorin's disco would regularly attract around 400 students. “I made them all love Romanian music," he smiled. "I would get them dancing and jumping with "Life Is Life", then I would hit them with some Andri Popa [a Romanian folk ballad artist] and all 400 would sing along. And if I played the romantic song "Fata din Vis," the girls from the neighboring dorms would faint.”

A DJ during that era in Romania's history had roughly the same social standing a professional athlete does today. People would point at Sorin in the street and lose their shit every time he released a new mixtape. He also enjoyed some personal privileges in the student halls: His clothes would be washed for free and technicians would come to help him out as soon as he called them, which is a rarity even today. In exchange, he'd invite whoever assited him and their friends to his next disco night. He used the same bartering technique to get his hands on some Russian and Polish cassette players. “They weren't quality goods, but they got the job done,” he said.

Sorin's team was made up of five people. Two walked around the room to make sure nobody was smoking or getting into fights, another sold the tickets, a karate or judo expert guarded the entrance, and the DJ's right-hand man handled the lights and anything else that needed doing—he once sat in the same contorted position for four hours to keep a cable twisted a certain way so the disco didn't lose power.

The 1986 freshmen ball at Disco CH

In 1982, the Youth Tourism Bureau, which represented the Communist Youth Tourism Committee, started organizing DJ courses. Sorin enrolled, "but didn't learn a thing, because I was already in the know.” The exam was part theoretical, which you had to take in front of a committee. But instead of putting pen to paper, Sorin talked the theory out with the adjudicators and they passed him there and then.

The practical part of the exam was a one-hour disco set at a club in the Costineşti student seaside resort. After the show, the committee's chairman apparently told Sorin, "You're the man!” before giving him an A. That qualification meant he started earning a decent wage as a DJ in a time when "DJs weren't the type of people who could make a living off their salaries." And if he did it off the books, Sorin could earn almost 1,000 Leu (around $300) a show—usually at a wedding or a birthday party or a high-school prom, where the cops were often forced to turn a blind eye, since it was their sons turning 18 or their sisters getting married.

The same year that Sorin got his DJ qualifications, Communist Party officials decided that Romanian music needed to be promoted, meaning for a disco to function DJ's were legally obliged to play local music and have their set lists vetted by the County Cultural Commission's Council. ”I always tried to explain that I didn't know what music I'd be mixing beforehand, because I had to get a feel for the room," Sorin sighed, 30 years later. "But they didn't care.”

Ultimately, however, the new rules didn't affect Iaşi's biggest name too much, as nobody ever came to check up on him.

Sorin at the Holiday Radio club in Costinești

In 1983, Sorin ended up working at the Ring in Costineşti—the largest open-air disco in Eastern Europe at the time. Entry was cheap and, at its peak, the place would pack in up to 3,000 people. Sorin said Yamaha sound system was "mega professional," brought in from Germany and tuned by German technicians.

Sorin never allowed anyone into his booth, though people would try to clamber up almost every night. And if anyone did make it in, he'd call for Marius—the local lifeguard and Ring's in-house security—to escort them away.

Sorin in 1985

It was this policy that eventually led to Sorin being banished from communist Romania's DJ booths. In 1986—when he was starting every set with Modern Talking's "You're My Heart, You're My Soul"—someone named Nicu Ceauşescu jumped behind his decks and tried to give him some mixing advice. Like everyone else who'd ever invaded his personal DJ area, Nicu was told to piss off. Unfortunately, Nicu turned out to be the son of then-Romanian dictator Nicolae Ceauşescu.

The following day, the 29-year-old Sorin was out of work. "I suffered a lot," he said. "Being a DJ was my lifestyle—my reason to breathe."

After the fall of communism in 1989, Sorin went back to DJing for another six years. Now he'll only play sets on request, and he winds up at all sorts of events—some, like a conference on laparoscopic surgery, have been stranger than others. Even at that conference, he told me, he managed to rouse the audience up into a party train. He also promotes Romanian music on TV and the radio, and wants to help artists who are struggling to break into the mainstream, but said he doesn't like modern clubs. "DJs nowadays are like machines," he groaned. "They don't say a word, and they just play the same style of music over and over again. Besides that, everybody's smoking."

For now, Sorin is perfectly happy coaching his aikido team. And when he takes the kids out for exercise on Saturday mornings, all the local residents line up in front of their windows to watch him at work—just like they did while he was behind the decks at Disco CH.

The Nagorno-Karabakh Republic Is Another Unknown Country with an Uncertain Future

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Azerbaijani tanks in Karabakh (Photo via)

Since crisis broke out in Kiev, commentators have stayed busy discussing Ukraine’s possible ripple effects on several “frozen conflicts” in areas around Russia. South Ossetia and Abkhazia in Georgia, and Transnistria in Moldova—all of which have been involved in conflicts at some point throughout the past couple of decades—have had their fair share of attention, so why is nobody talking about Nagorno-Karabakh (besides the fact that it’s difficult to say)?

Today marks 20 years since war ended in Nagorno-Karabakh (NK), an ethnic Armenian enclave in Azerbaijan that claims independence but, internationally, isn't recognized as independent. From 1988 to 1994, Armenia and Azerbaijan fought over the terrain in a war that killed up to 30,000 people. A Russian-brokered ceasefire was signed in 1994, but soldiers remain armed along the “line of contact” and people keep dying; dozens are killed each year, and hundreds of thousands are still displaced. Svante E. Cornell, director of the US-based Central Asia-Caucasus Institute, calls it “The mother of all unresolved conflicts.”

Recently, tension has escalated. In April, Azerbaijan began large-scale military drills near its border with Armenia. There's also the threat that Russia’s annexation of Crimea—hailed in Armenia, which supports an independent NK, and castigated in Azerbaijan, which does not—might tip the balance and, in doing so, kick off a regional war that would draw in big players like Russia, Turkey, Israel, and Iran. “In general, I would be worried about what this means for the South Caucasus,” said Katherine Leach, British Ambassador to Armenia.

Either way, Russia, which helpfully supplies cash and weapons to both sides of the dispute, looks set to gain from the situation, if only by capitalizing on regional insecurity. Late last year, Russian President Vladimir Putin gave a speech in the Armenian capital of Yerevan, in which he declared: “Russia will never leave this region. On the contrary, we will make our place here even stronger.”

The disputed territory of Nagorno-Karabakh

In January, the United States Senate Select Committee on Intelligence released its “Worldwide Threat Assessment," which noted that “Nagorno-Karabakh and adjacent territories will remain a potential flashpoint” and that “prospects for peaceful resolution" were dim. This followed the International Crisis Group’s September assessment, which described an accelerating “arms race” in Azerbaijan and a ramping up of “strident rhetoric” in both countries, with the use of “terms like ‘Blitzkrieg,’ ‘preemptive strike,’ and ‘total war,’”

On May 7, James Warlick, co-chair of the Organization for Security and Co-operation in Europe’s (OSCE) regional negotiating team, gave a much-anticipated speech on “The Keys to a Settlement” in NK. But the speech—which made elusive calls for “bold steps,” “core principles,” “expression[s] of will,” and “participation of the people”—didn't really bring anything new to the diplomatic table. Just a few weeks earlier, Warlick had taken to Twitter to muse: “What a wonderful Easter! My prayer is for a lasting settlement on #Nagorno-Karabakh.”

But will bloodshed in Ukraine inspire more than just tweets for divine intervention?

Today, Nagorno-Karabakh is a wreck. Ceasefire violations are common, as are muscle-flexing military drills. Soldiers are regularly shot and killed, fueling speculation that the “frozen conflict” is about to “boil.” Civilians die, too, sometimes by stepping on one of the many, many old landmines that remain scattered around the region. A kind of legal no man’s land, NK is a hot-spot for drug smuggling, petty crime, and human trafficking. As you've probably guessed, living conditions suck—hundreds of thousands of Azerbaijanis are still displaced, with many living in squalid conditions.

And then Ukraine happened. At first, the illegal referendum in Crimea inspired a new push for a resolution in NK; in November, the presidents of Azerbaijan and Armenia met for the first time in three years—talks that US Secretary of State John Kerry promised “to be engaged in.” But, by January, optimism had faded. The beginning of the year saw a rise in ceasefire breaches, reports of civilian casualties, deaths at the “line of contact,” and the arrest, in Azerbaijan, of an alleged Armenian infiltrator.

When residents of Crimea voted to separate from Ukraine and join Russia, the UN passed a resolution condemning the move. Azerbaijan backed it, but Armenia did not. In the so-called Nagorno-Karabakh Republic, authorities reportedly hosted a public celebration in honor of the now-purportedly-free Crimeans.

The flag of the Nagorno-Karabakh Republic

It’s not like we didn’t see this coming. Things have been deteriorating for some time, but recent years have seen a huge hike in regional military spending. Azerbaijan, in particular, has been acquiring military assets at a staggering rate, and some fear that the newly-endowed Baku might now feel inspired to test out its arsenals, two decades after its conflict with Armenia.

This is where Russia comes in. It’s no secret that Moscow is playing both sides, officially backing Armenia and stationing troops at its base in the country's Gyumri district. In 2012, the Kremlin sent troops from Russia and four other post-Soviet republics to Armenia for the largest military drill to ever take place there. Still, Moscow sells masses of weapons, equipment, and artillery systems to Azerbaijan.

“With Putin back in the Kremlin, I think the main instinct is to preserve the status quo,” says Thomas de Waal, senior associate at the Carnegie Endowment and author of Black Garden: Armenia and Azerbaijan Through Peace and War. “[Russians] don’t want to do war, which would oblige them to bring in the army on the side of Armenia, but I don’t see any evidence that they want peace either… At the moment, Russia is not in the mood for that kind of creativity. It chooses to lock things down and [maintain] its leverage.”

Each side is vying for Putin’s backing, and it's working—especially in Armenia. Near the end of the NK war, Turkey closed their border to Armenia, leaving the country isolated, and in swooped Russia to help. So it’s no surprise that, last year, Armenia (just like Ukraine) announced that it would join Russia’s new customs union rather than pursue an EU association agreement.

Should it break out, war in Nagorno-Karabakh could expand quickly. Turkey backs Azerbaijan, as does Israel—and the latter has sold tons of weapons and a fleet of drones to Baku, reportedly as a means of keeping neighboring Iran (which supports Armenia) in check. A US diplomatic cable from 2009, released by WikiLeaks, quotes Azerbaijani President Ilham Aliyev describing his relationship with Israel “as being like an iceberg, nine-tenths of it is below the surface.” Tangled threads of regional alliance come together in NK.

One possibility is that regional diplomatic channels will fall apart. Ongoing OSCE negotiations are being carried out by the so-called “Minsk Group,” chaired by the US, France, and Russia. But some doubt that the group can survive, reliant as it is on US-Russia cooperation. If it did crumble, that would be cause for great concern, says Ambassador Leach, since there is no other “viable alternative” negotiating format.

 

 

Russia's President Dmitry Medvedev (center), Azerbaijan's President Ilham Aliev (left) and their Armenian counterpart Serge Sarkisian (right) speak during their meeting in Krasnaya Polyana near Sochi, Russia on the 23rd of January, 2012. They discussed the Nagorno-Karabakh conflict.

Of course, the switch could always be flicked from inside NK. Azerbaijan and Armenia both have sizeable armies, and the so-called Nagorno-Karabakh Republic has its own defense force. Since the Crimea annexation, Republic authorities have been especially keen to make their voice heard and not just let Armenia do the talking. Early this month, the Republic’s representative to the US, Robert Avetisyan, told me, “It is our deep understanding that the NK Republic should be regarded as the principle party of negotiations with Azerbaijan.”

Some believe that the only conceivable solution is an official, internationally-sanctioned referendum on sovereignty in NK. But exactly who would vote in that referendum remains disputed; would the Azerbaijanis who were booted out of the territory get to cast their votes?

Paradoxically, as a result of the situation in Crimea, Azerbaijan must be cautious. Crisis in Ukraine has highlighted Europe’s energy reliance on Russia and accelerated the hunt for non-Russian alternatives. Azerbaijan might be just what the doctor ordered. “The Caspian region, of which Azerbaijan is the linchpin, is the only major alternative to Russia for energy,” George Friedman, head of the policy-risk consultancy Stratfor, recently argued. Already, Europe is working to expand gas pipelines from Azerbaijan through the continent. In December, Baku signed a $45 billion natural gas contract with a BP-led group, making Britain the largest foreign investor in the country.

This budding oil and gas relationship might explain why some European states have looked the other way in the face of recent human rights abuses in Baku—some of them related to NK. Recently, a journalist and a prominent human rights activist were arrested on allegations that they are Armenian spies. “In Azerbaijan, one of the results of the conflict in Nagorno-Karabakh is a mania about Armenian spies,” explains Rachel Denber, a regional expert at Human Rights Watch. There have been incidents when the government “has mobilized Azerbaijani nationalism against any remnant of empathy towards Armenians.”

Of course, it's most likely that neither side wants war. But as we learned in 2008, when Georgia and Russia battled it out over the disputed regions of South Ossetia and Abkhazia, unpredictable things can happen when simmering ethnic tension, revanchist land claims, Russian interest, and lots of guns collide.

For now, Ambassador Leach hopes that “in the context of Ukraine and this question of the Soviet Union’s former internal borders… more people will make themselves familiar with the situation” in the oft-forgotten Nagorno-Karabakh.

@katieengelhart

How Prostitution Will Survive the Rise of the Sexbots

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Their Side of the South Sudan Story: Mari Malek, Refugee Turned Supermodel

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Photo from Mike Mellia’s portrait series Our Side of the Story: South Sudan

The April issue of VICE includes just one article in its 130 pages. The magazine's sole story, Saving South Sudan, by Robert Young Pelton, is a gonzo-style dive into the strife of the world’s newest nation, one that has faced perpetual war “with some sporadic days off” since 1955. In April, we received an invitation to a gallery exhibition by New York–based photographer Mike Mellia, whose project, Our Side of The Story: South Sudan, is a series of portraits of South Sudanese refugees turned artists. Subjects included supermodels who've walked for the likes of Louis Vuitton and appeared in Kanye West videos, an actor starring in an upcoming Reese Witherspoon movie, and a poet studying at Columbia University. Almost everyone in the series still has family in South Sudan, or a neighboring refugee camp, and many of the subjects' families don't know the extent of their current artistic lives.

We got in touch with several of the subjects of Our Side of The Story in hopes of giving them a platform to talk about their almost unbelievable voyages from Sudan to America, from refugee camps to runway shows and top-tier universities. VICE will be sharing one of their stories every day this week, starting with Mari "DJ Stiletto" Malek.

Mari Malek was born in Wau, South Sudan, into a family of roughly 20 children. Her father was a minister of finance in the government, and her mother was a nurse. As the war got worse, her mother turned the house into an open-door sanctuary for displaced people whose homes had been razed in the fighting. When the violence became more concentrated in the area, her mother swiftly and stealthily brought Mari and two sisters to a refugee camp in Egypt in hopes of getting them out of the continent.

She eventually emigrated to Newark, New Jersey, living in a low-income housing complex filled with drugs, violence, prostitutes, and other problems that made the transition feel "even scarier than our home in Sudan." After locating family in San Diego, Malek went to school in California and had a child at age 20. She eventually was asked to model and, on a whim, moved to New York to pursue fashion. She has since modeled for Lanvin, Vogue, and appeared in the videos for Kanye West’s “Power” and Lady Gaga’s “Born This Way,” and now she DJs at Manhattan mega-club Lavo under the name "DJ Stiletto." She spoke with us about working in a world as far removed from her childhood as humanly possible, why the impetus of the current civil war comes down to male egos, and how her nonprofit organization, Stand for Education, is working on boosting learning opportunities in South Sudan, which she believes is the only way to end the war. 

VICE: Where in South Sudan were you born? 
Mari Malek: I was born in Wau, South Sudan, during the Second Civil War. I come from an educated and working family. My family was also very large. I have about 20 sisters and brothers. Five of us belonged to my mom and dad, and the rest were my half sisters and brothers. My dad had four wives, and my mom was his third wife, the one who took care of all his children. 

At that time my mother was a nurse, and my father was working in the government as the minister of finance and was always traveling back and forth from South Sudan to the north. The south was becoming too dangerous for us to live in, so we moved to Khartoum (the capital of Sudan when it was still one country).

Since I grew up in a well-off family, I was going to school, had plenty of food, and was a happy child because I had my father, my mother, my family, and a home. Things got worse, and my family lost everything. I remember when I was like five years old a bunch of northern Arab soldiers raided our home and took everything from us and took our father away. A few weeks later my father returned home hurt and jobless. I was confused and did not know what was going on at the time (our parents did not express to us exactly what was going on). Little did I know, that was the last time that our family would be together.

My mother took care of us, as well as a bunch of displaced people who kept on coming to our home, escaping from the south because villages were being burned and people were being murdered. Our home became like a hospital filled with hurt and sick men, women, and children.

Four years later, my mother had made plans for us to escape Sudan. My father never wanted us to leave, so she took us secretly. She took my two sisters and me by surprise from our father, and off to Egypt we went to live as refugees waiting to be sponsored into the USA. My mother wanted to make sure we were protected and had a chance at living our lives in better circumstances. 

Mari with her mother, Awalith Niahl Diing Mac

What is something about life in refugee camps that the average American wouldn’t know?
Living in Egypt, my mother had to start her life all over. We had to start our lives all over. Mom got a few jobs as a maid so that she could support us. She was working all the time. I had to take care of my younger sisters and become a mother to them at the age of 9, because my mother was busy making sure we could attend school, eat, and have a decent life.

Every morning when I woke up and got my sisters ready for school, I was praying for protection. When we walked the streets of Egypt, the Egyptians made fun of us, threw things at us, and spit on us. We took a 45-minute train to school, and from school and every single day we were mistreated and discriminated against. We had to fight!  We were all kids mostly under 12, fighting for our rights every day.

Can you describe a moment from your childhood in South Sudan that you hold dear? 
In Wau (the village I was born in), we had a lot of mango trees. I remember when my siblings and I would go pick mangoes from our backyard. We challenged one another about who could climb the mango trees the highest and pick out the best-tasting mangoes. After we picked the mangoes we washed them and cut them and sat under the shaded tree and had a mango picnic. I so miss that! Every time I think of that moment, it's like I just time-traveled. I am taken right back to that exact moment. I can hear the breeze, feel the shade, and taste the mangoes. I miss my home!

When did you move to America?
In 1997, we were finally sponsored by the Catholic Charities to come to the USA. Our sponsor lived in New Jersey. He was an Asian man. He picked us up from the Catholic Charities office and dropped us off to what was then our new home.

Our apartment was in Newark, New Jersey. It was a scary place, especially at that time. It seemed even scarier than our home in Sudan. The building we were put in was filled with drugs, violence, gunshots, prostitutes, and rats. We were very lonely and terrified. We spoke no English and knew no one. It was freezing-cold—the coldest we had ever experienced. We were kids, and at this time I was about 14 or 15 years old, and we had an innocent outlook on things. We really didn’t pay attention to all the bad things around us. We were just happy to have our mom and one another.

My mother, on the other hand, did not like our new living circumstances, and she obviously knew better than we did. As usual, she was already planning on moving forward to a different environment for our own safety. With a little help from an amazing person we met, we were able to locate some of our relatives in San Diego, California, and moved to connect with them. Our new life began there. We connected with our long-lost relatives, went to school, and started settling in the United States of America.

How did you end up modeling and DJing in New York? 
After leaving Sudan we basically lived the rest of our lives poor. I got my first job when I was 16 years old, to help my mother out. After all, she was a single mother, and none of the education and work she had completed in the past mattered here in America.

We found ourselves constantly having to start over all the time. It was challenging. I grew up fast. I worked, finished high school, went to college, met someone I fell in love with, and got pregnant at the age of 20. I gave birth to my beautiful angel, Malayka Malek. I ended up being a single mom, like my mother. I struggled between going to school, having a job, and being a single mom all at the same time. Although I was blessed with my baby girl, I felt empty and like a robot.

I finally decided to take a risk and follow my heart. I told mom that I was going to go check out NYC for some modeling opportunities and see where it could lead me. Every single day of my life since I came to America, I was getting approached to model, but I had no idea what that was, so I was a bit scared.

Now I am involved in the entertainment business. I started off as a model here in NYC, which led me into discovering that I can DJ, and now I play live under the name “DJ Stiletto," often at clubs like Lavo, in Manhattan. I am the first nationally and internationally known South Sudanese DJ, and I am looking to expand that into music production. I work with clients in the fashion and music industry, such Mercedes Benz Fashion Week, Rolls-Royce, Kenneth Cole, Indochine, Kanye West, Lady Gaga, Lacoste L!VE, and a Lanvin Paris ad campaign shot by the legendary photographer Steven Meisel. I am now becoming more established as a DJ, so I do not have to work a day job like I used to. 

Lanvin ad by Steven Miesel 

Can you tell me anything you’ve heard or witnessed in South Sudan that illustrates how people are being hurt and need help? 
Well, since we became independent on July 9, 2011, Sudan is no longer just Sudan. The country is now divided into two different parts, Sudan and ROSS (which is the Republic Of South Sudan). The American media have been focusing a lot on the broad statistics, which I personally feel takes away the connection of this being a humanity issue and not just a South Sudanese issue. I want people to start really looking at us as a part of them. As one! As our country is not just a country somewhere out there, but an actual part of this planet.

What do you think is the source or root of all this violence in South Sudan? 
There are several sources for the violence happening in my country, but I think a major cause of all this violence in the region is a lack of education. Most of the country is illiterate. Only about 20 percent of the people are able to read and write, and only 1 percent of those who can read are women. Mind you, 64 percent of the country consist of women, who are not even allowed to speak or have any sort of a voice. Does that make any sense to you?

Like Nelson Mandela once said, “Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world.” How can we make any major political decisions when most of the people in the country cannot read or write? This is exactly why my nonprofit, Stand for Education, focuses on providing access to education. I want to shed light on this issue and bring opportunities to the children and women of South Sudan so that they can learn. I want to teach the younger generation that it doesn’t matter what tribe you are from.

The other root of the problem is “men with egos.” Our country is the youngest country in the world. Our leaders are inexperienced and running it. I feel like they are running it with their testosterone and egos. The current crisis in South Sudan has been exposed to the media and to the blind as a “tribal war,” when really it is a power struggle between two men who want power for themselves. These men are supposed to be our leaders and our protectors.

Mari with her daughter, Malayka Malek

What upcoming projects are you working on?
Currently I am working on my nonprofit, Stand for Education, where we focus on providing access to education in South Sudan and empowering women/girls to discover their power and use it in the highest form possible. We need to protect children, nourish them, teach them, and give them structure so that they can have a bright future. A child in South Sudan has few choices as far as learning. These choices are under trees, in an overcrowded class with a teacher who has a sixth-grade-level education, or they have to go out of the country (and that is if their family can afford it, which is less likely to happen).

South Sudan currently has one of the lowest globally ranked levels of gender equality in the world. Women and girls are supposed to just get married, have children, and take care of a man. Most girls in South Sudan are used as a source of income. They are being sold. A girl can be used and married off at the age of 12 to an old rich man so that the family can get a dowry (which comes in a form of cattle or cash). They barely have a chance to attend school or live their childhood. If a girl gets a chance to go to school, she will most likely drop out due to early marriage and early pregnancy. That is why I am dedicating each and every chance I get to helping these children and women. 

Are you optimistic about the future of Sudan? What will it take to end the violence? 
I am very optimistic about the future of South Sudan. I believe in us. I believe we can rise above this. Sometimes it takes for things to fall apart so things can come back together. At some point we are all going to have to step back and look beyond our egos to fix this never-ending violence and negativity. 

Please visit Mari’s charity, Stand for Education, at www.stand4education.org. The organization aims to give less fortunate people access to educational opportunities and strives to help young women in particular. 

Find out more about Mike Mellia’s South Sudan–focused portrait series, Our Side of the Story, on his website.

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A Glimpse into David Bowie's Newly Expanded Berlin Exhibition

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A Glimpse into David Bowie's Newly Expanded Berlin Exhibition

VICE Premiere: Princess Nokia's 'Metallic Butterfly'

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We're super excited to share with you Metallic Butterfly, the full-length debut of Princess Nokia. More than a few arguments have sprung up at the VICE offices over how to classify this album's sound, because it has a little bit of everything—from African drums and weird jazzy melodies to electro-synths and hip-hop beats. On each track, Princess Nokia seems to take on a different persona—jumping from an anime-style hacker in a dystopian future on one joint to an Afro-Latina Santería shawoman on another—all the while dropping lyrical jewels on everything from real love to fierce feminism and individuality. But all of the disparate influences and styles blend perfectly, making this one of the most exciting and ambitious independently released albums to come out of the New York underground in a long time. 

Metallic Butterfly is a collaborative effort between Princess Nokia (Destiny Frasqueri), who first made waves under the monicker Wavy Spice with the 2012 track "Bitch I'm Posh" (this shit, however, sounds nothing like that), and studio wunderkind OWWWLS (Christopher Lare), who laced Metallic Butterfly with its gorgeous and eclectic beats. 

Needless to say, we'll be bumping Metallic Butterfly all summer long. You should too. Just scroll down, press play, and allow yourself to be sucked into Princess Nokia's musical world, where hood rats, cyborgs, political revolutionaries, and spiritual mystics are one in the same.

Check out Princess Nokia's music videos for "Cybiko" and "Dragons"—both of which are the products of Princess Nokia's Smart Girl Club art collective and are co-directed by Milah Libin.

Princess Nokia as a "dark fairy." Photo by Alberto Vargas

You can follow Princess Nokia on Twitter and SoundCloud.


The VICE Podcast - Uruguay's President José Mujica

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Last March we traveled to Uruguay to take a look at how the first nation to legalize and regulate the entire marijuana trade is constructing its laws. Along the way we met and interviewed José Mujica, the country’s president and the galvanizing force behind the unprecedented legalization effort. We also smoked weed alongside him. He was pretty chill. The documentary that came from the trip, titled The Cannabis Republic of Uruguay, can be viewed here, and a long-form written profile of Pepe, as everyone in the country calls him, can be read here. Because of space constraints, we were forced to edit down our interview with him for the documentary, as well as the mag article, but we thought it was wide-ranging and intriguing enough to publish in its entirety, so that's what we're doing now. 

Today, May 12, Pepe is visiting the US and will have an Oval Office meeting with President Obama and other meetings with Secretary of State John Kerry. Pepe was a gun-toting guerrilla fighter in his youth and spent 14 years in prison trying to enact a Che Guevara–inspired revolution in Uruguay. He’s an avid anti-consumerist and remarkably pragmatic for a socialist South American leader—he’s even sanctioned the beginning of open-pit mining in the country. We think he’s one of the most fascinating world leaders of the past few decades, and some drug -policy advocates believe that he should win the Nobel Peace Prize thanks to the impact his marijuana experiment could have on the drug war.

Intaction Is Fighting for Your Baby's Foreskin

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Anti-circumcision activists outside the "mobile education unit." All photos by Erica Euse

“If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it” is the philosophy of Anthony Losquadro, an anti-circumcision activist. Losquadro is the executive director of Intaction, an organization that has been informing the public about the harmful mental and physical effects of circumcising baby boys since 2010. On Saturday, Intaction unveiled their mobile education unit, a large truck plastered with photos of men sullenly holding their baby photos with the text “I did not consent.” Inside the truck are massive screens that play videos castigating the practice of cutting baby wieners.

When I visited the truck on Saturday afternoon, it was strategically parked across from the New York Medical Center on First Avenue in Manhattan, a hospital where thousands of baby foreskins have been and will be chopped off. Intaction plans to take to the streets in their new mobile unit, traveling the Tri-State Area and stopping at college campuses and other hospitals. All this talk of baby boners is not for nothing—according to the Center for Disease Control, the rate for circumcision has dropped 10 percent over the past 30 years, and part of that decline is likely thanks to the outspoken efforts of new grassroots organizations like Intaction. 

Losquadro and his crew hope to continue to decrease the practice of circumcision through more education and awareness. To understand the importance of the foreskin, why they see circumcision as genital mutilation, and how the tradition of circumcision has been perpetuated, I sat down with Losquadro outside Intaction's mobile education unit for a little chat. 

VICE: Why is Intaction out here?
Anthony Losquadro:
American society discounts the anatomical function of the foreskin. It is a natural body part that all mammals have, and it contains 20,000 specialized nerve endings, which serve an important function, and it’s very painful and stressful to remove it. It is primarily done in America and the Middle East. Europe, South America, and Asia—they don’t practice this. There it is the exception rather than the rule. Here in America, it is the rule rather than the exception, but that trend is changing.

How prominent is circumcision in New York?
Right now, according to New York State health statistics, only 42 percent of boys in New York are being circumcised. To some extent, doctors are pushing it, and the registered nurses on the maternity ward floors. A lot of it is out of ignorance, practice, and custom.

What is Inaction’s main goal with this campaign?
Our main goal is education and awareness. My experience is that once people stop and think about it, they realize how ludicrous it is to circumcise a baby. Today, with the internet, it is very easy to get information. Whereas in the past, they had to rely a doctor’s guidance. Now they can research it on their own and fall back on common sense. If he is healthy and it is a normal body part, why are they removing it?

Doctors sometimes cite medical reasons for why babies should be circumcised. Are those valid?
There are really no medical reasons to amputate a healthy body part. They have claimed that it can prevent HIV, but it is not a reliable means for prevention. A lot of studies that have been cited have been called out by doctor’s groups in Europe. They say that the studies are biased because they are done by researchers who have spent their life being vocal proponents of circumcision.  

How has circumcision continued for so long?
Throughout the ages they keep coming up with new excuses for circumcision. It originally started in America during the Victorian age, the age of sexual repression, as a way to keep boys from masturbating. If you cut off the foreskin, they will have less pleasurable sensation in the penis. Then that theory wore thin, so they came up with new ones. They said it’s for better hygiene. Then they came up with HPV and HIV. Now they are trying to claim that it prevents prostate cancer. The United States has one of the highest rates of HIV infection for a Westernized society; we also have the highest circumcision rate. So where is the benefit?

People have been very supportive of ending female genital mutilation abroad. How is this different?
I have traveled to a lot of international conferences focused on all forms of genital mutilation. Other countries tell us, “How can you come here and tell us female genital mutilation is wrong when you do male genital mutilation in your country? You are hypocrites.” We have no standing when we are trying to tell African nations not to circumcise women, when we are doing it to our sons.

Are the men in the group mostly circumcised or not?
It is a mixed group. The majority of the men have been circumcised, and they are unhappy about it. This is something that has been put into the closet. Where can you discuss that you are unhappy that you have been circumcised? There is no venue. That is why organizations like Intaction are providing that venue. We aren’t going to make jokes about it. It is an uncomfortable subject to talk about, so people like to make jokes, but it is a serious issue. It’s a form of men’s rights.

What about foreskin restoration? What is that about?
It is a type of skin expansion process that surgeons use, meaning that if you place the skin under tension for a long enough period of time, the skin cells will grow to relieve that tension. There are various methods that they use to put tension on the skin of the penis to pull it forward and attempt to restore the foreskin. It isn’t a perfect situation. It is also kind of a long process because skin doesn’t grow that fast; it takes years. A few men have done it, and a lot of men are attempting to do it, but our primary mission is trying to keep babies boys from [being circumcised]. Right now there are probably half a dozen circumcisions going on in this building and the hospitals in the area. It happens every day, and most of it is ignorance. 

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We Should Think About Eating Squirrel

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We Should Think About Eating Squirrel

Bad Cop Blotter: Arresting Children Is Now Commonplace in America

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Police officers in a school where hopefully no children will be getting handcuffed. Photo via Flickr user reway2007

A week ago, the Oregonian reported on how, last year, Portlander Layota Harris’s nine-year-old daughter was arrested a week after she got into a fight with another little girl outside a Boys & Girls Club. The kid was sent home and suspended from the club for a week, which seems appropriate—but then a mom called the cops after she saw a bruise on her daughter's cheek. That led to officers David McCarthy and Matthew Huspek interrogating the Harrises' daughter, whom they clearly had no business interacting with.

According to McCarthy's official report, the girl “gave vague answers” and her account of the incident was “inconsistent” with those of witnesses. Anyone who has dealt with a nine-year-old will recognize this stuff as totally normal, but the officers decided it was enough to put the little girl—who was still wearing her swimsuit—in handcuffs and take her downtown for booking on charges of fourth-degree assault. Adding insult to injury, her mother was not permitted to accompany her in the car and had to take a bus to the police station.

The local DA never brought charges after all that—PROBABLY BECAUSE THIS IS A CHILD WE’RE TALKING ABOUT—but Harris says her daughter was not the same after the arrest. Her complaints to the Independent Police Review Division went nowhere, so she went public with her story, but apparently, the arresting officers violated no laws. If you’re taking a suspect, into custody you’re supposed to cuff them, and a juvenile arrested for a felony or a class-A misdemeanor—like fourth-degree assault—is supposed to be cuffed and fingerprinted under current Oregon law. (The media backlash has led to talk of changing the law slightly.)

This sort of incident is noteworthy and undoubtedly fucked-up, but it’s certainly not the first time a little kid has been mistreated by the cops. Last year, the NYPD arrested and cuffed a second grader for stealing five bucks from a classmate, four Baltimore kids under ten were arrested in 2012 for fighting, and just two weeks ago, a seven-year-old was reportedly cuffed at his Kansas City school after he became upset about teasing and screamed.

You can blame these types of stories on the increased police presence in schools—the idea was that they’d protect students, but as a 2013 New York Times article noted, the officers tend to arrest and charge children and teens who run afoul of the law thanks to basic my-brain-isn’t-done-developing-yet stuff like fighting, truancy, and sassing back to teachers. Children misbehaving is a fact of life, but it has been turned into a criminal matter. Our society has completely lost the ability to tell the difference between “that’s bad, I’ll scold my child” and “Call the police!”

America may not be quite a police state in the way many alarmists use the term, but this normalization of law enforcement becoming involved in every step of social interaction is not a good sign.

On to the bad cops of the week:

–The NYPD has launched a campaign against subway performers—at least 46 breakdancers were arrested and charged with reckless endangerment in the first three months of 2014. Some New Yorkers love the “ladies and gentlemen… It’s showtime!” kids, and some hate them; either way, they mostly ignore them. But in any case, this crackdown is clearly part of a revival of the failed “broken windows” theory of policing. New York City cops should have more important things to do than book teenagers who are dancing for a few bucks.

–OK, here’s a more important thing: A bunch of moms held a rally in Manhattan two days before Mother’s Day to protest the death of their sons at the hands of the NYPD. This event brought together the moms of Ramarley Graham (an unarmed teenager killed in the Bronx in 2012) and Amadou Diallo (who was shot at 41 times by officers in 1999 and the subject of a Springsteen song), and others with similar heartbreaking stories. All are advocating for the Department of Justice to take an interest in stopping the NYPD from killing again. Police Commissioner Bill Bratton told the press he felt bad for the families, but most of those incidents were “exhaustively” investigated. “While I empathize with the families of the deceased, a significant number of those instances, I’m sorry their loved ones were engaged in significant criminal activity,” Bratton added. That’s a nasty thing to say to Diallo’s mom, since her son was never charged with a crime—and the officers who killed him were acquitted of all charges. Just say you’re sorry and leave it at that, dude.

–Another thing the NYPD should stop doing is raiding homes of dead guys. Karen Fennell’s husband died in 2006, but the cops keep busting in trying to arrest him—the Brooklyn woman claims they’ve come by four times in the last year. She even put her husband’s death certificate outside the door, but they ignored it. Her son was arrested after one of these raids for possessing a pocket knife, though those charges were dropped. Fennell has sued 20 unnamed officers for planting evidence, racial profiling, unlawful-stop-and-frisk, and excessive force.

–An allegedly loud and belligerent Massachusetts woman was arrested for secretly recording her interactions with the police on May 4. Karen Dziewit, 24, was being loud and drunk at 2 AM in Chicopee, and a cop named Harry Kastrinakis took the call and eventually brought her in for refusing to stop disturbing the building’s other tenants. So far so normal—but once her purse was opened at the police station and they discovered Dziewit’s phone had been recording everything, a charge of unlawful wiretapping was added to the open container and disorderly conduct charges. Massachusetts is a two-party-consent state—meaning you can’t secretly record anyone—but there are plenty of reasons for every interaction with the cops to be recorded, and doing so shouldn’t ever lead to punishment.

–In other recording-the-cops news, an officer Jennings of Prince William County, Virginia, threatened a man at a Manassis McDonald’s with arrest because he was filming an arrest of another patron. In the video, Jennings gets pissed at the filmer for interfering with police business, though he had been keeping himself a reasonable distance away. The man tries to assert his right to film things happening in a public place, and Jennings threatens him with loitering charges, but then demands that he go back inside the McDonald’s. Youtube user isai cruz uploaded the video on Saturday, and the Prince William County PD has already responded with a vague statement about how it will “strive to do better.”

–In a May 7 piece, VICE News's Alice Speri looked at a new report by the American Immigration Council that details some 800 majorly disturbing allegations of abuse by Border Patrol agents against immigrants. These include pepper-spraying and kicking handcuffed detainees, leaving them naked in cells, and even sexual abuse. These allegations are horrific, but the people behind the report say there are probably even more cases of abuse that are not reported by immigrants too scared to go to the authorities.

–A few weeks ago, a Sumter, Oregon, police officer responded to a call from a 13-year-old named Cameron Simmons who had phoned the police, upset after fighting with his mother and not wanting to return home. The cop, Gaetano Acerra, then took the kid home, but when he saw the teen was sleeping on an air mattress and didn’t have much of what you could call a bedroom, he bought Simmons a bed, a Wii, a desk, and a chair. He also told Simmons to call him any time he needed to talk to someone. Instead of responding like a law-and-order robot, Acerra responded to a Simmons like a human being, making him our Good Cop of the Week.

Lucy Steigerwald is a freelance writer and photographer. Read her blog here and follow her on Twitter.

The VICE Report: Saving South Sudan - Part 1

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Late last year, South Sudan's president, Salva Kiir, accused his former vice president, Riek Machar, of attempting a coup d'état amid accusations of rampant corruption within the government. Infighting immediately broke out within the presidential guard, sparking what has now become a brutal tribal and civil war that has pitted Machar’s ethnic Nuer loyalists against the majority Dinka, who have sided with Kiir. Machar narrowly escaped assassination, fleeing to the deep bush as Kiir’s troops razed his home and killed his bodyguards. And now the world’s newest sovereign nation is in imminent danger of becoming a failed state.

In February, journalists and filmmakers Robert Young Pelton and Tim Freccia set out on a grueling mission to locate Machar in his secret hideout in Akobo and get his side of the story. Accompanying was Machot Lat Thiep, a former child soldier and Lost Boy who had advised on South Sudan’s constitution and now works as a manager of a Costco in Seattle. Machot acted as a guide of sorts, arranging Pelton and Freccia’s rendezvous with Machar through a series of endless satellite-phone calls to old contacts and rebel platoons, who would eventually guide the group to the deposed vice president.

After spending a couple days with Machar, he granted Pelton and Freccia unprecedented access to the front lines of a battle in Malakal, where for the first time in history the pair documented the heretofore mythical White Army as they looted, murdered, and pillaged their way to some twisted interpretation of “victory.”

Saving South Sudan is a multi-platform exploration of the horrors of the country’s newest civil war. We devoted an entire issue of the magazine to Robert Young Pelton and Tim Freccia's sprawling 35,000-plus word epic exploration of the crisis in South Sudan. It's a companion piece of sorts; watch the documentary and read the issue or vice versa. But you won't get a full scope of the situation without doing both. 

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